What a camp!

Hey peeps! Ya, i know.. I started blogging again! =D yeah to me! Why did I start a new blog? Hmm.. I guess its just that i need to pour out my feelings. Before I do that, I'll just slowly go thru about the leadership camp on the 6th and 7th of February 2009 in Dusun Eco Park, Pahang.

Well, before that i was in a dilemma on which camp to go to. As i have another PD camp with my fellow block 2's PICs. Sorry peeps that i FFK you! Didn't mean it. Really wanted to go for the PD camp but my dear besties Mun Yee and Syafi begged me to go to the leadership camp. =D anyway, the camp was okayy laa.. Gained some bruises here and there from the stupid obstacle course. But the flying fox was seriously fun. Me and Mun screamed like crazy bitches on the way down.. =D The obstacles was really tough. Me n Syafi were the first females to actually go thru the tyre obstacle course with and without help. =D.. and Syafi couldn't stop bragging about how girls can do guys stuff too. HAHA..

And the toilets.. we showered half nakedly. =D GUYS! DON'T START IMAGINING! hahaha.. Pictures are as below(will upload more when pauline upload the others on her blog..):-

P2-Our Emo Picture

From top left: Vive, Man man, Daus, Me, Mun, Canlian, Pauline, Syafi

Andrew by Cikgu Alias

Farhanna by Cikgu Alias

Retarded PAU!by Cikgu Alias [hope she doesn't read this]=D

Mun and Me on flying fox! by Cikgu Alias

Me and MAN MAN MAN

Kailash and me during installation. [my eyes look so small..=(]
Me and Sopo Mun

BACK TO SERIOUS STUFF

Okayy.. soo.. where to start? oh.. ya.. i had an emotional break down at the night of the camp. Long story.. I just miss him. Its hard for both of us to move on. How to make this easier for us? I really don't know. Do you still care? sometimes i don't think that you do..

I just realised something. Every camp i went to since i came to this school, i cried. And its always because of him. Fought with him billions of times. Just very fed up.. I'll stop talking about him here. Others are kinda personal.. Only my best peeps knows.. =)

Anyway, Valentines is coming.. Almost all of my friends have date. Even those single people have dates.. with the same gender. HAHA!

WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINES? I don't know who is this for.. =D

LAMEY! i promised you.. I will be happy everyday.. If I break the promise, I will go in front of Gohonzon and chant 30 mins. I promise.. You too,k? I just wana thank you for everything.. Thanks for being there for me. And im sorry that my friends misunderstand you. I never blamed you for anything. Jimui forever.. right? I'm lucky to have known you..

To Drew.. I know you're gona read this. for the past 3 yrs, i had great times with you. You taught me a lot of things. You were there for me when i had problems with friends or family. You were always loyal to me. I just wana say that i never once regretted being with you. I don't want you to live in regret and sadness and always think of what went wrong. And always think of what you could have done to change that day. Sometimes, being together doesn't mean its the best choice. You're my best friend too. I already lost you as my lover, I do not want to lose you as my friend. Many people think that we'll go back together. Don't let your hopes go up. I want us to move on. I don't want to ever see you sad anymore. What had happened already happened. Its too late to change anything. Let's move on and leave all those behind as memories.. Good memories.

Well, i guess that's all that I wana say.. for now. =) gota go do my nhr assignment due tonight. Hae Ling is so gona kill me.. =(

BANG-ing off,

Tengggg~~

don't worry be happy.. =D