Friday, October 2, 2009

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I just want us to be happy. Is it really that hard? This past week.. So many dramas. I bet all the cahayans know about it. Like the slamming door episode. And of course today's episode. Very entertaining huh?

I really tried my best to keep us happy every time. I tried talking to you. Explaining to you. Tried to solve our problems. I thought we did. But why does the issue always come out? Why must you ignore me when I did nothing wrong? You said you love me.. Does your actions show that? By ignoring me just cause you're unhappy. Does it show you love me?

Every time we fought, I will always be emo and angry and cry and ask you to say sorry. That was last time. After those 7 months, I already changed. Most of the time when we fight, I will either keep quiet, manja you, say sorry, or even tried talking to you and stay optimistic. But actually deep inside I'm hurting.

After that, we'll have a heart to heart talk. I'll try to make you understand, you'll try to tell me how you feel. And hope we don't repeat our mistakes.

But.. the next day, the same thing goes on and on and on again. When can it stop?

I promised I won't drop another tear in front of you. Today, I failed. I promised I will never think of giving up. Today, I failed too.

No matter what, I still love you deeply.

Dear, if you're reading this, I just wana say... I'm sorry. Whatever happens, I want you to be happy.

I love you deeply


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