Thursday, August 20, 2009

Memories



Actually didn't have anything to post. But, suddenly.. Just have the mood to post about the past.

Few days ago, one of my dearest old friend came and ask me about the past. It was a shocked. [Haha! Seriously, I was] but i very happy and sad because it got me thinking again.

Then I just went to all of my Suria's friends blog. Went to one of theirs with all our Jnr6's old photos inside the post. Got me thinking about a lot more things.

During Junior6 was one of the best times of my life. The innocence. The care free feeling not needing to worry about ANYTHING at all. That year, I just came back to Malaysia from New Zealand. I was freaking depressed as i thought coming back here was just a holiday. Instead my dad break the news to me that we're staying here permanently. I was scared to go to school. Back to Malaysian culture. I was thinking on that very first, "what will they think of me? If i speak in my NZ accent will they think I'm being arrogant?". So many worries. But when i went to SSS the first day, everyone was so friendly. By the second day, I was known as THE NEW GIRL or NZ GIRL. In the end, I got back all my Malaysian's "la" "ha" hor" "lor" accent back.

The second day i was transferred from Hope to Joy class as Miss SP Lee [which i will always be grateful and thankful of] thinks that I better join the first class to catch up with my BM and everything to sit for UPSR. I remember my nrightbour was Audery Chan. =) I still remember how I always ask her about Malay. Even simple words i couldn't write at all. Everytime when we have any lesson to do with Malay, i will bug her to death. But she never complains. =) THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!

In 6Joy, was the place where i met with the CRAZIEST people on EARTH! There were 14 girls in the class including me. Soon enough, we were all close friends.Even though I've known them only for a year, but it seems like I've known them forever.With the guys in our class too. We were a bunch of maniacs. It was the most enjoyable year I've ever had in my life.

THANKS TO YOU GUYS!

When Junior6 ended, everyone was so sad and scared of moving on. Some of us went to other schools. Most of us stayed in SSS. I was one of the minority that left. The first year was stilll great as everyone was still close. Gatherings were often held. Second year was still good. Third year still updating with each other. Fourth year, WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH EVERYONE?

Even though the gap between us is getting further apart, and it is really something that can't be avoided. We tried our best to keep in touch and updated. But everyone is so caught up with our life and new bunch of friends.

I used to always feel down after looking at all your new uploaded photos. And wondering what will it be like if i'd never left. Will I be where you guys are? I would be sharing all your joy and sadness together. But I can never turn back and should never turn back. Because everything happens for a reason. Like how I've grown so much and met a great guy by moving away. HAHA..

The most important thing is that we were once great friends and had lots of great memories that will always be kept in all of our hearts. I miss all of you dearly..

We'll forever be friends. Right?

As I'm pouring out my feelings right this moment, I can feel a pang of sadness yet happiness as I recall the times we had together.

Junior 6 Joy '05



So people, maybe a GRAND REUNION after our SPM next year? =D

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

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