Let Your Feelings Take Control =)

Current status? ;)

2010-06-13T23:06:00.003+08:00

heh;) Just a quick update..

I'm taken & he's AWESOME

ILY :)

The Best Confession

2010-05-26T10:53:00.004+08:00

Same candles. Just without you, without lighting it up.

It was so sweet and romantic. But I'm sorry I had to ruin it. I just wasn't ready. I thought I was before this. Sorry for leading you into it. I really wanted to say yes, I want to try. But my mind was just so messed up. I couldn't bring myself to say yes even though I wanted to.

Just so many things going through in my mind. I'm going NZ soon. You said it's okay.. But I don't think it'll be. I'm only looking for relationships that will last. I'm still trying to consider whether I should take the risk with you or not.

It IS your first. I don't want to ruin it for you. I don't want your first relationship to be a long distant relationship. I didn't know a guy like you had such a sweet and gentle side. I was so not comfortable last night. We've been friends for quite awhile and I just didn't expected those things you did and said. Are you really ready to commit in a relationship? Because I'm really worried.. All those times you've been single and flirtatious. Now because of me you wana settle down? Wow.. =) Just be sure, because I can be a very sensitive girlfriend;)

I hope you're still gona talk to me. I hope you won't avoid me =/

But I was really happy and thrilled. I need to think it through. Will you wait?

Physics is NOT my thing

2010-05-20T17:51:00.003+08:00

That's the (don't know how many)th time i've said that today. GAHH.. I hate physics. My worse subject of all. Well at least now I don't have to deal with it for a couple of weeks now =)

The things I will do when I'm having exam stress and panic attack:
1) Eat, eat and eat!
Seriously! I have no idea what's wrong with me. I've been munching on snacks throughout studying. I JUST CANT HELP IT! Even if i just had my dinner, i can still munch. GAH.. i'm growing into a fatty boom.=(

2) Hoping/Jumping/Dancing around the house
Yeap. That's what I do to stay awake=)

3) Being vain
Uhuh. That's because i have those long mirror right on the wall and my desk is placed really near it. So i will just push myself behind with my chair and start admiring myself in the mirror. Starts tying my hair into different styles or just starts doing silly expression.

4) Screams in high octave ~DO~!
I did that today before the starting of Physics paper 2! It really helps to release stress though=)

What about you? =)

What's Next?

2010-05-16T18:55:00.004+08:00

I wana believe it is true.

I wana feel special, appreciated. There were times when I was upset, but I never show it. In the end I put on a smiley face. You've tested my patience and tolerance, I've passed. Now what?

Every small problems that happened makes you think that its not possible. You give up so easily. Whereas I'm still trying my best. Because I really wana try.

I'm afraid too. Sometimes I don't dare to tell what's really on my mind or what I'm feeling. That's because I'm scared you'll get fed up or annoyed. I'c scared its not what you wana hear. I'm scared you'll just walk off.

So now I'm being so very careful.. and so very patient. I don't want to rush things. Until you're really sure, tell me. Because what I feel for you is real. Is yours real too?

Will We Meet Again?

2010-05-06T21:01:00.003+08:00

There are so many things circling around my head now.. =S

Firstly,

It's not going anywhere.. Yet, I'm still not willing to cut you off. But I'm just afraid in the end, you'll tell me we're just friends again. You've said that to me twice. But we're now back to square one again. You do know how I feel for you, but what about you? I feel something. But I don't wana guess and give false hope to myself. I want to hear it from you..

Secondly,

I just realised I only have half a year left in Malaysia. I'll be gone for more than 4 years. or maybe not even coming back. I have so many things yet to do. So many missions. I can't just leave my friends, family and my comrades here just like that. I don't wana go.. Its my last year of high school, I'm loving it. I don't wana lose this feeling.

When I go, I'll lose all of you.. Friendships are hard to be kept forever. I'll lose you too..

Roses are Red, Violets are Blue

2010-05-05T20:10:00.003+08:00

[baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me wanna get a little notty
hey baby come in get it it's all yours
baby baby~
tell me what you what you waiting for]

I Just Can't Stop Smiling

2010-05-01T22:15:00.004+08:00

I just can't stop the curving of my lips. ;) & YOU know why

Its been awhile

2010-03-31T21:29:00.002+08:00

I know its been NOt awhile but a LOOONG time sinc I've updated. Never really wanted to anyways. Was forced by LIEW MUN YEE..

This is for you MUN MUN! =D I'll update when I'm not so busy with cheerleading and this whole sports day thing alright? Heaps have happened. Don't know where to start=P

For the sake of it

2010-01-25T20:21:00.001+08:00

Its been awhile since I've updated. Been really busy. Holding effing lots of positions this year (gona start bragging =P) like blue cheer so called captain, Speech & Drama vice president, stupid secretary in badminton(stupid sean and gang), head of event management for prefectorial and head of publicity for editorial. (Screw syafi! =P)

Valentine's Day is near and this year we have a competitor. ENTERPRENEUR CLUB! You guys make my life harder la.. I have to plan the selling of roses and etc. Along with my committee we cracked our head like shit. Gona announce more about it maybe tomorrow. SUPPORT ME!

Just came back from leadership camp. It was alright la.. Kinda fun coz stayed up the whole night gossiping. Pauline and her idiot-ness =P Mandeep being freaking gay by wearing my damn fitting sweater(Its on facebook) and lots more other people. Had another injury again. Guess my dad is gona ban me from going for outings again. Always brought back some kind of injury. All the photos are in facebook laa.. Blogspot damn slow la if wana photos.

The end(short and simple)

Bang-ing off,

Tenggg

2nd hand books for sale!!

2009-12-28T10:57:00.002+08:00

I GOT 2ND HAND BOOKS!! HALF PRICE! I HAVE FORM 4-5 BOOKS! Art Class punya also got. If u want pls pls pls text me asap! If I'm not mistaken, I have some form 2 & 3 books too. Tell me wad u want and I'll check it for you. FASTTT!

WHILE STOCKS LAST!!

[btw, prom was really awesome. Will update on my next post]

Freedom of Speech =)

2009-12-23T17:43:00.002+08:00

WOKAY! I think my patience and tolerance is up. As this is my blog I will feel free to write whatever I want. Even though I know soon you guys will come spamming on my chatbox

Girls, you know who you are. Not gona mention names for privacy purposes. Come on, you've been bitching about for like how many years? Even after you have left you still bitch about me on facebook. Aren't you tired? Why must you do that in public? So that everyone can see how great you are bitching about some girl and her boyfriend? You girls are older than me. Start acting like one.

I admit, I had my wrong doings in the past. And I have to say I'm really sorry. But now its my and his life. He's a big boy to be able to handle his own life. He doesn't need his friends bitching about his girlfriend. What good does it do? What do you gain by doing this? You guys are going college. I already said sorry. I don't expect you to be ok with me again.

To another girl. I really appreciated that you made the first move that day. and I thought everything was ok. But suddenly, in your blog, you wrote about you-know-what. I don't understand why you did it. But i have to say what you wrote on your blog, it was wrong. I wasn't gona burst coz of you. Me and drew had our own issues before that. So sorry i made you feel like you were the cause of it. But don't worry mate, It's not =) And again, I'm sorry for my wrong doings.

Now you have some options to make. Which include

Continue bitching more about me
Stop bitching about me as it does no good

or I don't know... go up agaisnt me more? But whatever it is, I just hope you guys can at least forget it. Not hoping for you guys to forgive. But you have to admit, I wasn't wrong all the time. And you guys would never give in and say sorry as it'll ruin all those hardworks of you guys trying to break us up and hurting me by saying all those mean things.

And girls, I am never going to bitch about you guys ever again. [if i ever did]

Wishing all of you a merry x'mas and good luck in your life =)

Yours sincerely,

The bitch that you hate =)

Lavin's wedding cum Gathering =D

2009-11-29T20:48:00.028+08:00

>3 days 2 nights in SG. LONG<

We're HORNY! =D
WONG LAI+ SI TONG

I'm gona post up photos coz my blog looks dull. Credit to Mashi! Its not in sequence btw

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Lavin's wedding+prom

2009-11-27T17:57:00.003+08:00

So about like 2 months ago, I found out that my ex junior 6 Maths teacher who left Suria and came to Cahaya was getting married. So he ask me to infrom the others 6 joy bunch. =D I overnight at mashi's place for 3 days 2 nights. It was really great to meet back all my Junior 6 friends. Thanks guys for making those 3 days totally awesome.

Photos are in Mashi's and Ghia's blog. =D malas wana post it up. =)

I can't believe school has ended. Drew left school.. Well, not yet. He's still having his SPM. =P But i wonder how is it gona be like next year without him in school. For 4 freaking years, i always had him with me. I could see him everyday and could spend time everyday. But now, not anymore=(

But the good thing is he can get his driving license and drive me everywhere! MY NEW DRIVER! =D

Prom is coming. =) I begged my dad to let me go. =D Bought my dress yesterday. Not gona post the picture here. I'm gona surprise drew. =)

OKAY! That was all for my short updates. When I have the mood, I'll post some photos up. Hopefully i can=)

Have a nice holiday everyone. Time for Gossip Girl [YES MASHI! I'm watching it on PPS so no need to borrow d=)]

(it's been a long time since I said this) Bang-ing off,
Tengggg

New link=)

2009-11-27T17:56:00.000+08:00

Changed my link and it can be read by everyone now =)

It's different

2009-10-16T14:29:00.006+08:00

This time, it's really not like the other fights we always have. This time is serious. I don't know what else to do anymore. I don't know what will happen next. But all I know is if we don't do something about it, there's really no turning back.

Love is not everything. We need to trust, tolerate and understand. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when we talk back about the past. I hate it when we always try to get even.

Tell me. What should I do now? I tried my best. I know you did too. So, what's the real problem?

We both know this is not a healthy relationship. We're pulling each other down instead of encouraging each other to move forward. We're supposed to be cheering each other up when we're down. But instead, we are the reason for all the sad moments we have.

What should I do? Try again? or just simply move on. This was our final chance. Remember? Did we try hard enough? Or if we did, maybe the problem is US. Tell me.. What decision should we make now

Untitled

2009-10-02T16:25:00.004+08:00

I just want us to be happy. Is it really that hard? This past week.. So many dramas. I bet all the cahayans know about it. Like the slamming door episode. And of course today's episode. Very entertaining huh?

I really tried my best to keep us happy every time. I tried talking to you. Explaining to you. Tried to solve our problems. I thought we did. But why does the issue always come out? Why must you ignore me when I did nothing wrong? You said you love me.. Does your actions show that? By ignoring me just cause you're unhappy. Does it show you love me?

Every time we fought, I will always be emo and angry and cry and ask you to say sorry. That was last time. After those 7 months, I already changed. Most of the time when we fight, I will either keep quiet, manja you, say sorry, or even tried talking to you and stay optimistic. But actually deep inside I'm hurting.

After that, we'll have a heart to heart talk. I'll try to make you understand, you'll try to tell me how you feel. And hope we don't repeat our mistakes.

But.. the next day, the same thing goes on and on and on again. When can it stop?

I promised I won't drop another tear in front of you. Today, I failed. I promised I will never think of giving up. Today, I failed too.

No matter what, I still love you deeply.

Dear, if you're reading this, I just wana say... I'm sorry. Whatever happens, I want you to be happy.

I love you deeply

Holidays

2009-09-24T18:25:00.018+08:00

Well, my holiday was alright. My Johor friend came to visit and satyed for 3 days 2 nights. =D Then went double dating with Syafi. I got caught lying to my parent. =S.. Ask me personally to know the details. Lazy type. PHOTOS! =D

Shi-lili, Hu-lulu, Hua-lala, Shua-lala

2009-09-18T11:55:00.002+08:00

HAHA! I'm so excited for tonight!

Because...

I HAVE PRACTICE TONIGHT!

Muahahaha.. It's been like over a month since SGM activities and cultural practices have been stopped. Ooo!! I missed my kk sisters and of course my beloved bass-y (bass clarinet)

Gona have small group practice now. Preparing for October's 2010 audition. First audition I was one of the three who got B. Nobody got A.. =O.. Strict composer and judge.

I'm nervous! I wana get into the live 300 orchestra. Places for bass-y is only one or two. Please.. Let me get in! So many other SGM bands and orchestra auditioning. GAH...

Hope all my KK sisters can work hard and try their best to get in too!

FIGHTO!

See some of you tonight and all of you next week! Til then =D

Wake up call

2009-09-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

This morning, I had a very special wake up call. My alarm went off, I snoozed it. It rang again. TIME TO WAKE UP! Went and on the lights. Then I wanted to lie down on the bed for awhile more. So half consciously, I straight away lie down mywhole body on the bed.

But, the angle wasn't right. Instead,the side of my head went straight down to my corner of the table. OUCH! I rested my head on the bed while rubbing my head trying to get rid of the pain. Suddenly, I smell blood. I lift my hand up to my eyes, and saw one big patch of blood.

I panicked. Open my door, shouted downstairs to my dad " DI! I hit my head against the table!!" He ran up and my mom ran out of the room. They panicked even more than me. They were like "oh shit. Tilt your head! DON'T TOUCH! LET ME SEE! OH NO! Gota go to the hospital!" The way they panicked made me so worried that i started crying. Haha..Then they asked me to sit down. Then they ran and took the medicine thing to put on my head to stop it from bleeding. Then my parents asked me to not go to school. But I wanted to.. To see someone =D. I didn't feel any headaches so we guessed it was just bruised and the skin came out. I went to school like normal.. with the pain though.

Went home, my dad checked my head. It was swollen and there was a big patch of blue black. Luckily, it is well hidden beneath my hair.

Lesson learne: Never snooze your alarm and lie back down on the bed when you're only half conscious.

Classes not important??

2009-09-16T20:37:00.003+08:00

Damn.. As most of you know, I've been skipping lessons and classes for the past 2 weeks. Reason is because of Editorial. This week is the most hectic.. We've called almost 70 companies and businesses asking for advertisement. We've been bugging the office staff too.

I gota tell ya'll something. Kailaish is freaking "GOOD" at this. He has begged to 2 big companies PIC. Acted gay to one. Shouted "OUCH! SHIT!" into the phone to one of the companies staff when Sean used the rubber band to hit him. Another call was when a woman picked up, and he said she sounded horny. Then passed on to another guy. Then the guy was shouting at him "u sibuk sibuk buat apa?! Ini private number tau?!" and he suspect that the man and woman was making love. Hahaha.. Damn.. It was priceless. =D

We called astro 10 times, and they kept transferring us to different departments and lines and in the end back to operator. ==.. Bad service. I annoyed a staff member. Just because i couldn't hear the number she's telling me. And she shouted the number at me. Gah.. Bad service.

But all this calling thing really trained me and gave me lots of experiences in dealing with different types of people. And on how to convince a company to advertise on the school mag. It was fun la.. =D

I'm sorry I couldn't spend much time with you. Miss you =)

HSD Sticker photos

2009-09-11T16:38:00.009+08:00

BABY!

2009-09-08T22:44:00.005+08:00

Haha.. Feeling kinda hyper right now. A new beginning [again for the don't know how many times]

Really.. This time, we'll forget about the past. Solve everything together without getting emo [more like referring to me]. For the sake of our happiness. Alright?!

ILY<3

Merdeka

2009-09-04T21:19:00.011+08:00

Group( Shayne as the cameraman)

Had a so called merdeka celebration at the padang near my house. Ate and then started painting our own shirts. The others did the handprints while me and Steven drew the words and stuff =). Then we went to the hill in Danny and Andrea's car. We went up through the opening at the car's roof and started screaming and singing merdeka songs. Patriotic huh? =P . Some of the pictures =D

Me and Steven, Artists of the night

Pam attacking Danny

Dirty us

Counting down at the hill

Hehehe..(Rach, don't kill me =P)

Panda sneezes

2009-09-01T20:02:00.002+08:00

This is freaking cute and funny. =D

Mission, Movie, HSD! =D

2009-09-01T17:21:00.014+08:00

These are the pictures of us HSD PIC mamak's session, and one u mission. =P Waiting for more photos and Sunday night's photos. Faster upload on facebook la!

Gelato ice-cream =)
At Jusco foodcourt. Saving money

HAHA! Jason's smelly armpit. OH NO!

Pro right? HAHA..

First time at pool

Jason

Kelly

Khai Ling

Hunrgy us. =D

My FAV!

Mamak session. Listening to my crap

I'm telling story again

HSD filled with laughter. =D

Changing skin

2009-08-31T14:51:00.000+08:00

Feel like changing my blog skin to something very simple and provided by blogger.com. Should I? hmm.. Thinking

I <3 You

2009-08-28T11:39:00.003+08:00

HAHA! Guess who drew this =)

Eventhough he's suck-ish at drawing, but It's the heart that counts right? =) I find it sweet

Thanks baby =)

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Holidays =D

2009-08-28T10:46:00.009+08:00

Sorry for not updating. =)

Fri 21/8
So Friday was our school's Merdeka Celebration. Didn't wana go but Miss Veni asked me to do some stuff so was forced to go. There were a lot of performance and the most "entertaining" was Mandeep singing. HAHAHA.. He blames the mic for the out of tune and beat. =P..

Right after that, Sya and Jas came home with me and we bathed and headed off to Pyramid. On the way there, Drew kept calling me about what movie to buy and how many tickets. There were a lot of confusion there and he got me frustrated too. Haha.. When i reached tehre I joined in the queue with him and from 12 tickets in the end we bought only 2 tickets(couple seat) for you know who. =P Sorry you guys had to sit with LESBOS.. HAHA..

So after that me and Drew just went and hang out ourselves. We went and took sticker photos. (his idea). In the booth, we were both laughing and screaming like a mad couple. Since it was our first time taking it together, we were like panicking at the time limit and didn't know what pose to do. The photos turn out to be.. erm.. (speechless). But it was fun la.. Had a great time. Laughed our ass off.

After that we met up with Sya and Irsyad. Me and Drew was walking and suddenly we smelled somthing bad. The conversation went something like this

Me:OMG.. Sya! Next time can you please don't simply fart around. OMG LA
Drew:OMG.. Eww. SYAD! Control your girlfriend la
Sya: *Whining and trying to defend herself* WEI! mana ada.. TENG! Don't embarrass me laaa... That's it! You guys are not gona follow us. Syad.. Let's go!

Haha.. Sya got kinda mad and embarassed. But we still went and got our wraps together. Oh and when Irsyad said he wanted to get WRAPS. Sya and I thought it was "RATS". We were like.. WTH.

The whole day went great la.. Me, Drew, Rai, Sal, Jas, Qilah, Jo, Amelin, Cent, Matt, Lev watched I Love You Beth Cooper. Stupid movie. Freaking horny and hillarious. Drew laughed freaking loud. =P

Me and Drew got Rai and August their bday presents. Went pool. Ate Sakae Sushi. That's all =) Sticker photos with Drew. Waiting for him to upload.

Sunday 23/8
Went with parents and Bro a one day makan makan trip down to Seremban and Melaka back up. Ate like there's no tomorrow. Haha.. I was the photographer of the day using my dad's Nikon. =) Photos is still in the camera. Will upload next time.

Tuesday 25/8
We form 4s had a farewell BBQ party for Ms. Grace at Kayangan Heights clubhouse. They said 6.30pm and not wanting to be typical Malaysians, Me, Sya, Fong Yu and Sophia who sat in the same car reached at 6.30 and no food was ready. Only around 10 people reached.

7.30pm, the guys started the fire for BBQ. Took them an hour.. In the end Ariff came and rescued them. HAHA.. Had fun la chatting and jumping into the pool. Something else interesting happened but we'll just keep it within us la. =)

Photos are with Sya, Thew and some with Pau. I only got a few now.

My Smiley Face
Me, Grace, Pau
Camwhoring on Sya's phone. Set this as her phone wallpaper. Don't jealous la Irsyad =P
Me and Sya

Thursday 27/8
The whole day I've been baking cupcakes. =) Choc and orange. For a beginner, mine was AWESOME =D

At night, my HSD peeps from Subang came down to Jelutong and had a mamak session at Spice. Chosed that sucky place coz there were less people. There were Andrea, Danny, Rachel, Ashley, Shyane, Jen Nee, Jen Mee, Jason, Kelly, Khai Ling, Pam and me. =)

We were crapping so much and laughing like a bunch of maniacs. Talked sick too. Keep teasing Jason on his English and I was forcing some secret out of Rach. In the end, they all pakat and tried to squeeze out gossips and secret from the "GOSSIP QUEEN" (which is no other than ME =P).

We planned to go out on Saturday to One U coz wanted to watch movie and also shop paints and plain Polo T's coz we're planning to creat our own BLOCK 2 HSD shirt for all PICS =). Sunday we'll be having countdown at the playground near my house. The countdown is just a cover up for our gathering and late night partying. =P.. SHH..

Photos will be uploaded when i have the mood. =)

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Memories

2009-08-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

Actually didn't have anything to post. But, suddenly.. Just have the mood to post about the past.

Few days ago, one of my dearest old friend came and ask me about the past. It was a shocked. [Haha! Seriously, I was] but i very happy and sad because it got me thinking again.

Then I just went to all of my Suria's friends blog. Went to one of theirs with all our Jnr6's old photos inside the post. Got me thinking about a lot more things.

During Junior6 was one of the best times of my life. The innocence. The care free feeling not needing to worry about ANYTHING at all. That year, I just came back to Malaysia from New Zealand. I was freaking depressed as i thought coming back here was just a holiday. Instead my dad break the news to me that we're staying here permanently. I was scared to go to school. Back to Malaysian culture. I was thinking on that very first, "what will they think of me? If i speak in my NZ accent will they think I'm being arrogant?". So many worries. But when i went to SSS the first day, everyone was so friendly. By the second day, I was known as THE NEW GIRL or NZ GIRL. In the end, I got back all my Malaysian's "la" "ha" hor" "lor" accent back.

The second day i was transferred from Hope to Joy class as Miss SP Lee [which i will always be grateful and thankful of] thinks that I better join the first class to catch up with my BM and everything to sit for UPSR. I remember my nrightbour was Audery Chan. =) I still remember how I always ask her about Malay. Even simple words i couldn't write at all. Everytime when we have any lesson to do with Malay, i will bug her to death. But she never complains. =) THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!

In 6Joy, was the place where i met with the CRAZIEST people on EARTH! There were 14 girls in the class including me. Soon enough, we were all close friends.Even though I've known them only for a year, but it seems like I've known them forever.With the guys in our class too. We were a bunch of maniacs. It was the most enjoyable year I've ever had in my life.

THANKS TO YOU GUYS!

When Junior6 ended, everyone was so sad and scared of moving on. Some of us went to other schools. Most of us stayed in SSS. I was one of the minority that left. The first year was stilll great as everyone was still close. Gatherings were often held. Second year was still good. Third year still updating with each other. Fourth year, WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH EVERYONE?

Even though the gap between us is getting further apart, and it is really something that can't be avoided. We tried our best to keep in touch and updated. But everyone is so caught up with our life and new bunch of friends.

I used to always feel down after looking at all your new uploaded photos. And wondering what will it be like if i'd never left. Will I be where you guys are? I would be sharing all your joy and sadness together. But I can never turn back and should never turn back. Because everything happens for a reason. Like how I've grown so much and met a great guy by moving away. HAHA..

The most important thing is that we were once great friends and had lots of great memories that will always be kept in all of our hearts. I miss all of you dearly..

We'll forever be friends. Right?

As I'm pouring out my feelings right this moment, I can feel a pang of sadness yet happiness as I recall the times we had together.

Junior 6 Joy '05

So people, maybe a GRAND REUNION after our SPM next year? =D

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Oo my BABY!

2009-08-17T16:40:00.009+08:00

[AHINI! Deaths are increasing day by day]

Fucked up sejarah today. I know wont be getting A this time. I studied. But don't know why when i opened my paper, my mind went blank. The paper wasn't hard. I just didn't concentrate when studying Sejarah.

Ya.. i know I'm suppose to be studying right now. But just wanted to post some pictures. =D

*Sensored*
Baby and ME

Mom and Tracy!
This is freaking CUTE!
Lil' Poser

Poser =D

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

WooHoo~

2009-08-16T14:31:00.002+08:00

Time to update my blog. =D was too busy to update coz of assessment and all. [mainly coz i was just plain lazy]

9/8/09

That night we had our 5.5 High School Division PIC gathering thingy. We went to one of the PIC's house in Klang. It was totally AWESOME! When we reached there, the other blocks were there d. So while waiting for some other people, we played truth or dare. Shih Lin was forced to do a seducive dance, and the gay Wee Juan showed us all how. It was X-rated. Almost vomited. =D

Then after that we had dinner. KFC plus all those moodles and stuff. Simple but nice la. We joined 3 tables together. After that there were a lot of food left. So we played games and losers must eat a plate of noodles. After that we played the what 007 bang game. Plus monalisa, spiderman and captain. [I taught Speech and Drama this game last wednesday too.] It was funny la. =D everyone went high and all of us sweating.

Hmm.. nothing much happened after that la. Just exam. =( Kinda lazy to update also la.. =)
BYE!

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

FUN

2009-08-08T14:35:00.004+08:00

1. Dear~

2. Mun Yee

3. Syafi

4. Darren

5. Angel

6. Karl

7. Rai

8. Thew

9. Mandeep

10. Yee Jing

1. Would you date number 5?

Sure.. My ANGEL =D

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?

MUN MUN! My TWIN! =(

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?

OO.. My boyfriend is gay too. =O

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.

F*CK U DARREN LEE!

5. Number 1 is acting weird.

BABY! MUAX~ I'll always be here. =D

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut

Yee Jing will be damn delighted to get a new haircut again =D

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert. .

GIVE UR TICKET TO UR BRO! =D

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.

HAHA! Yee Jing? NO WAY

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.

OO LA LA~ He'll porbably forget abt me in no time. =D

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.

THEW! DIU U LA.. ALL UR FAULT. DIU!!

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you. ..

OMG.. Dear, belasah him

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.

SURE! U belanja ya since u're my ANGEL

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
SO?

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can’t sleep.

I think i wud be sleeping like a pig. Wouldnt hear the phone ring. =D

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
COW! U DAMN HEAVY LA.. SHIT U! GET OFF

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.

ALAHH.. I wont dump u la baby

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.

LIEW MUN YEE! I ALREADY TOLD U! U COOK LIKE SHIT! Let's go SUSHI!

18. Number 5 comes to your door one day holding a koala.

AWW.. My ANGEL brought me a koala

19. Number 3 just got you an X-Box.

AWW.. SYA! LOVE YA

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children’s card game!

*pinch**slap* DUN CHEAT LA MANDEEP!

21. Number 1 thinks he/she’s overweight.

No matter what u look like, i'll always love u. =D

22. Number 7 looks lonely!

He's always lonely. XD

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
.
F*CK U LA.. WHY CANT TELL ME HAR??!! I tickle u den u know

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you. .

YIPPIE!

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say?

U so rich ar? hair already black, wana dye somemore

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went

OMG! MY MUN MUN! NOOOO!!

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.

Mandeep can cry?!

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once! Is it possible?

NAH~ I'm Engaged to 1 d.. =D

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Prefect dinner and Law olympiad

2009-08-03T19:43:00.009+08:00

More photos on CLASS BLOG

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Personality test

2009-08-01T11:53:00.002+08:00

Got this test thingy from Pui San's blog. =)

Try it out. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

My Results

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The Real ME

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between

My Love Style

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Friendships

You value your friendships: 70%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Love and My Sweetheart

Here is the analysis:

Your sweetheart is like a big brother to you. He is kind and always takes good care of you. He is a dream boyfriend; gentle and compassionate, he is completely and utterly dedicated to the girl he loves. It's easy to please him because he appreciates everything you do for him. There's no need to worry about changing yourself in any way because he accepts you the way you are. When this type of man fall in love it's going to be deep and quite probably forever.

[Muahaha.. I feel so proud =D]

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.

How deep is your love

Depth: 77%

You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.

There were loads and loads of quizzes. Can't take all. =D

Take it for fun and enjoy=)

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

AHINI!

2009-07-29T21:18:00.005+08:00

OH NO! OH YES!

AHINI!

Okay okay.. So everything was normal on Monday til after Chinese Week, our class teacher came in with a mask and ask whoever that have flu to go junior hall. The minister of health came and took blood test. We were so freaking happy coz we thought school's gona close! But then they say results will only come out 24 hours later. Anyhow, i took this excuse to skip school on Tuesday. To fetch my daddy from airport also la. So once Sya got home on Tuesday i sms-ed her to ask whether they have announce that school's gona close. But bad news.. It's not.

So today I went to school. In the morning everything was normal, except that we kept discussing when is school gona close. After break, Ms. Serena asked us to go find _____ to pack his bag and straight away go to the counselling room. I never once suspected that it was H1N1. I thought he did something wrong. I was the one to talk to him. =O

So after that we went back to our class for Econs. But we were shocked coz our Econs class changed to a Senior 2 class. Then we asked why. They say our class got a suspected case. Im like.. "Oh no.. It must be him" and right after Econs, Pn Aishah came into our class and ask us to all call parents and go home. So we wrote down our parents numbers and we were forced to be quarantined in the class til our parents came. Right after that, they decided to call all students to go home. So everyone was panicking. and most were cheering.

SCHOOL CLOSED FOR A WEEK!

Actually, I'm kinda happy.. BUT! I won't be able to go for the Port Dickson trip this weekend with the other KK leaders, my KK sisters. =(

HE SO SICK D COME SCHOOL FOR WHAT! ISH.. and i just found out he was told NOT to come to school. IDIOT! Sneaked to school. Selfish person. MY GOD LA.. he doesn't even come to school to study. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP in class.. Came to school to infect everyone else. Exams coming some more. ISH! and my parents are also pissed off at the school, and the ___. DAMN HIM

ISH! I WANA GO PD! ARGH!

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Happy Birthday RAI!

2009-07-27T19:35:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday my dear Grandson!

I don't know what else to say to you, but please take care of yourself and hope you'll be annoying me soon again =) Kinda misses my grandson. Felt sad and worried for you too.. Hope that i could be there for you too even though I am useless to you. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Weekend

2009-07-26T16:14:00.007+08:00

PHEW! A hectic weekend..

Fri 24/7
We had a mini carnival in school. We prefects did haunted house and the business was GOOOD! Hahaha.. Had a lot of fun skipping class to help out with it and jaga-ing the ticket booth on friday. Got kids cried and a girl fainted. Me, drew went in last together with Fong Yu, Yoke Kien, Vincent. The ghosts knew it was us so started to pull our legs once we got in. I was laughing the whole way as Drew kena bully. Haha.. It was fun.

The whole day me and Drew kept eating only. Bought a lot of food and we were playing scissors paper stone to win the french fries. Had a great time with him =) thanks baby =D

=D

Sat 25/7
We had KL Law Olympiad competition in Help University. Our school sent 2 teams. Im in team B together with Meng Shiun, Syafi and Kah Haw. We were the only group to have 4 people as Michael FFK us. =( There was a total of 40 groups. We were just hoping to get at least top20. But in the end, we got 7th! =D Emily Cheah's group got 5th.

It was fun la.. More like playing games than competition. Mostly about logic and also general knowledge. Photos will upload next time when Syafi send to me. =D

After that we had prefect dinner in Sime Darby Convention Centre. A restaurant named Halia. But the food was GREAT! Damn nice.. Got choc fountain again. =) Had fun taking loads of pictures. =D

Sun 26/7
Just came back from kaikan. Had a performance for Experience Meet. Teacher said we did very well! =D After that i followed Pam's family to get her dad's specs. Waited for an hour there and we camwhored there. hahaha.. Then had lunch and came home. Had a big fight with my idiot Guinness. Don't wana talk about it. ISH.. Kinda tired. Wana rest.. BYE!=D

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg~

BIO DISSECTION

2009-07-25T01:06:00.000+08:00

We dissected rat and frogs on wednesday. I cried before doing it. LOOONGG STORY.. =D pics and videos in my class blog.

http://4sciencejoy.blogspot.com/

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg~

Sweet 16s

2009-07-24T18:08:00.004+08:00

I would like to take this 20 mins left before I go for my practice to make a special post to wish all those birthday girls who just turned to SWEET 16!

JULY 17

Jane Liew Mun Yee: My dearest best friend! HAPPY SWEET 16! I don't know what else to say to you la since I always see u in school and always talk non-stop while teacher's teaching. HAHA! Remember to set a date to go out ya! We need to buy presents for you la.. =) and happy always with your so-called leng zai boyfriend. HAHA..[he's not lengzai. Drew's much more better looking.. MUAHAHA]

Sarah and Jane. =D

Amelin: Not gona put your fullname here since I know you don't like it. HAHA.. But you also tak tau i punya blog. So won't say anything here. =D HAPPY SWEET 16! Don't have a picture with ya. =(

JULY 24

Spring Koh Ghia Huei: Hey sexy blood-sucking vampire aka Mrs Edward Cullen. =D.. Happy Bloody 16! =D Liked my birthday kiss that i gave you yesterday? I know you wanted more. XD Sorry that i can't make it tomorrow. Enjoy ya babe! Misses ya and friends forever =)

Don't have a solo pic with ya.. =D

Leng, Teng, Mrs Cullen =D

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Photos

2009-07-22T20:42:00.007+08:00

NESS!

Tracy and me

Family last walk =(

Rachel and me. Haha..

Bro's birthday cake

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Rosabel

2009-07-22T20:27:00.003+08:00

I was on video call in msn with Rosabel yesterday as my sis and dad went to visit them. Rosabel is a best friend of mine in NZ. We always hang out together at her house and we're kinda like family friends too. =) It's been 5 years since I've talked or seen her. Because when i have left NZ out of a sudden, she didn't have internet access and stuff. I remember the video my parents brought back 5 years ago when they went back to NZ to bring back out belongings. In the video I saw a lot of my friends, and also Rosabel. I cried. I was sad to have left without a proper goodbye.

Yesterday when I was talking to her, it was kinda awkward. 5 years! Haha.. But it was really nice to be able to catch up with her. Her NZ accent was strong and I was wondering how could I possibly have spoken like that 5 years ago? But it'll be so cool to have that accent back. =)

From left: Rosabel, Auntie Dorine, Sis, Uncle Richard.

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Assessment

2009-07-19T18:49:00.003+08:00

PHEW! FINALLY.. I've finished my assessment for 2010. I've been practicing yesterday the whole day. You know, It'da damn freaking hard to get into the live orchestra of 300 people. They need mostly strings. So for woodwind and brass, we have damn limited place. And i really meant LIMITED place. They only need 5 clarinetist. 5! and 1 bass clarinet. Damn.. And if they split into 2 sessions then maximum number of clarinets is only 10 and bass 2. It all depends on the main comm [I'm out of external main comm. came back to internal. Too much pressure]There are dunno 4 or 5 bands. Fei Yang Symphonic Band and GCO standard so high.. =(.. But I have confidence in me n my fellow comrades! FIGHTO!

I WANA BE IN 2010!

Gona chant lots lots already. =D But I guess I did well for both Bass clarinet and clarinet today. =D The judges were Lay Kheng and a composer from outside. =D IF this assessment you get category A/B then very big possibility can get in. If the places are not completely filled this assessment, then we're gona have audition in December.

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Career talk

2009-07-18T00:01:00.004+08:00

Today we went Suria for a career talk/fair. I finally decided that I'm gona take forensics science and criminology. Ya.. I know you might think CSI had implanted that fantasy into my head. But seriously, this is something I wana do way before i even knew about CSI. All my life I've been attracted to mysteries and crimes. Guess I just wana help those innocent victims who died for no reason.

When I first went there, I wasn't that sure about it. I'm also afraid to let others know about it. The people from the booth [what are they called?]asked us to fill in enquiry form. Some asked what I was interested in. I was kind shy to tell out. =D But I went to the K-Smart booth where Jonathan Tee were. I told him and he explained a lot about it and that's where i found out about criminolgy. He said New zealand have the course. But not honours. But at least got la. Since I'm a Permanent Resident there, I better go there and study since its way cheaper.

But I'm kinda worried about something. Where will i work? I wana come back to Malaysia but the problem is, Malaysia has no future. =D at least for forensics la.. All covered up. I don't wana be a dirty Forensics. Well, another year for me to crack my brain about it. =D

Oh! and I was glad to see all my Suria friends again. =D some changed a lot. There were some that i had never seen for 4 freaking years. Fat to thin. Thin to macho. Ugly to handsome. HAHAHA.. When i went back there, brought back so much memories. I miss them.. All of them.. The times we had.. But one thing for sure, we'll always be Friends Forever.

I <3 you guys =D

Bang-ing off,

~Tenggg

Harder than i thought

2009-07-15T20:45:00.002+08:00

I thought its gona be easy. I thought i will get used to it soon. But everyday i come home and alone, I just couldn't help but feel sad. I just couldn't stop the tears. I miss her a lot.. We miss her alot. My mom have been very sad. Today got an sms from my sis and she just suddenly cry. I was so shocked. I've never seen her like this. Such a big change for us. Whenever i see her things on the desk or even her shirts, my mood just goes straight down. I miss her. Trying to be strong for my mom. Left mom and me at home. Bro comes home late everynight coz of work. He's trying his best to spend more time with my mom. I just want her home again. I miss fighting with ehr for the slightest thing. I only can cry when I'm alone.

A new life

2009-07-13T16:21:00.002+08:00

=( my sis just flew to New Zealand this afternoon. I MISS HER!
I spend my 16 years of life sleeping in the same room as her, going to the same school as her, joining kotekitai together with her, been nagged by parents together with her, bathed together, slept together, cried together. SHE'S LIKE MY TWIN! And now she's not gona be back til November for holidays and going back around February. WORSE! Her course is 3 years =(

Everytime when I'm down and can't keep it to myself anymore, I'll start hugging her and cry and she'll be comforting me the whole way. Now my room is empty. Just me and my stupid idioctic fierce dog, Guinness[mad at him coz he grr at me just now.. guess he's in a bad mood too]. Haiz.. gota get used to it.

If you're reading this[which I hope you wont.. kinda awkward.. never been so mushy to her], please take care of yourself! Remember to bring our Angels of Peace spirit over there! CLEAR TARGET, NEVER GIVE UP! and remember to study hard. Don't lepak lepak and waste daddy's money! =D But enjoy it too la.. I'll be joining you in 2 years time. =)

BYE! =D

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg~

Pictures

2009-07-12T17:06:00.004+08:00

Just wanted to upload some random pictures =D

Tracy climbing on daddy

Tracy and meMe and jason's bro during HSD meeting

Sis's farewell

2009-07-12T16:37:00.007+08:00

Today me and my family including my baby niece Tracy went to Neway at SS18. A final family outing before my sis flies to New Zealand tomorrow. =(

We sang like mad people. Big sis was doing her usual dramatic actions. Me and bro were acting like lovers and being dramatic while singing. We[whole family] shouted to songs by ABBA and Michael Jackson. HAHAHA.. As usual, mommy and daddy sang out of tune. XD.. Sis's bf was there too. We spend 3 hours there screaming, singing, dancing AND EATING! =D

ET and LT

Dad, Tracy, Sis

Bro
HAHA! Look at their faces

Mom and Tracy

We had FUN! =D I'm glad i have a harmonious family. =D

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg~

Never give up hope!

2009-07-12T00:47:00.003+08:00

Dear.. I'm sorry for not being able to feel secure after you tried to assure me for trillions of times. Give me some time. I know I can do it. I know I will let go of the past, forgive you and start anew. I don't know how you did it and I'm really thankful that you had never really brought up about my past much.

We just kinda argued on the phone. I feel very bad and sad. I should just trust you fully and not ask so much. Sorry for making you drop your tears too. I'm trying to find back the hope and optimism i had when i accepted to be yours again just few days ago. Didn't know that such a small argument will pull me down. But thanks for not giving up.

So, like you said.. Let's fight together to find our happiness! I will be patient in waiting for this tough time to pass and I will be strong and go through this with you. Let's not let others affect us.. okay?

Found this quote on Words of Wisdom by Ikeda Sensei, my mentor in life. I love it. It captured my heart.

Even married people were once strangers. Therefore, without patience and the effort to understand one another, things are likely not to go well. We need patience in order to become happy.

There are many who dream about experiencing happiness without the patience. But that is a dream. And a dream is just that--a dream, a fairy tale. It is to wish for a childish, easy life. This illusion breaks up many marriages. The pursuit of such happiness can only make one miserable.

It is important to make the effort to calmly construct something together. From there, real love develops. Real marriage is when you have been married for twenty-five years and feel an even deeper love than you did when you first met. Love deepens. Love that does not is merely on the level of simple likes and dislikes.-Daisaku Ikeda

Bang-ing off,
Tengggg~

my first time

2009-07-11T01:51:00.004+08:00

Dear... its my first time blogging. So bare with me. Hehe. I hope that this chance that is given to us will last forever. I am happy that I am with you again. teng. i want you to trust me. Thats all i am asking for.

****ing-off, hehe

Drew

Teng:[Fucking off? ... haha.. thanks dear]

Please

2009-07-06T16:20:00.001+08:00

I thought you still haven't given up. I thought you will come to me and have a little chat with me. Break time was over. Nothing. Lunch time over. Nothing. The final chance was after school. Nothing.

But why should I hope? Why did i waited? Today, I finally understood. You are also exhausted right? I could only hold back my tears til when i left the school gate. I wished i could have hold it in longer.

Now, I only asked for one thing. Just one favor. Now that you had decided, please continue with it. Please don't start to give me hope and warmth again. Even If you see me depressed. Please.. I will be. But give me some time and I'll be okay. Please don't change your mind and make me go through the whole thing again. That's all i ask for.

I'm a bad kiddo

2009-07-05T00:08:00.003+08:00

Tag 10 people after you're done!

I have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL: 6

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL:5
1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL: 1

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL: 1

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL: 3
1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL: 2

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL: 5

Grand Total: 31

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

TAG: WHOEVER LA

Exhausted

2009-07-04T23:13:00.004+08:00

I'm so freaking exhausted.
I know it's over. I know I should make it easier for us and move on.
I'm trying so hard to let go.
But why can't I?

I already know that everything is over.
I'm always telling us that it's impossible to turn back the time.
And be what we used to be.
But why is it that deep inside me, I'm still hoping for some miracle?

I should face the reality.
Accept the fact that it is really impossible.

Each and every arguments that we have.
It's like a stab in the chest.
Every arguments drains out the life in me.
I'm really exhausted.

Sometimes we're happy just like how we once used to be.
But most of the time jealousy, misunderstandings takes over.
When can we stop this game?
Or maybe wait for some miracle? which I know is impossible.

A night with Sya =D

2009-06-28T00:15:00.006+08:00

ME and SYA went and watched TRANSFORMERS! on thurs night!!

Well, don't get jealous la. It was all last minute planning. My bro called me after school and told me he got free tickets. His company booked the whole cinema for staff. =D and lucky us.

The show was supposed to start at 7.30. We were supposed to leave the house by 6pm to get to Taman Jaya to sit LRT. But Sya's parents came home late. So we left the house at around 6.30pm.

On the way Sya was panicking. She was worried that we'll miss the first part. But the traffic wasn't all that bad. We reached the station by 7pm. Being our first time to LRT without someone who really knows about LRT to guide us, me and Sya were like kampung gals. Bought tickets, went in and started looking which way to go.

Luckily we went to the correct platform which was heading to KLCC. So as we went in, it wasn't that crowded until when we reached the Masjid sumthing station. People started to crammed in. And some gal took Sya's place. They were almost fighting for it. HAHA.. i got a seat though. Sya stand near the door. And as people came flooding in, she was squahed and banged a lot of times. HAHA.. damn kesian her.

PHEW! Luckily we reached KLCC at 7.20pm. My bro met us there and we quickly walked to the cinema. Bro introduced a lot of collegues ans also his lady boss(girls rules!) to me and Sya. And they were shocked to find out we were just Form 4. No big surprise there.. =D

So after we got our free popcorns and drinks, we went in. It havent started. With all the ads and everything, the show officially started at 7.45pm.

IT WAS AWESOME and FUNNY!

Seriously, the effects were freaking good. And they even talked about swine flu. HAHA.. well, the show ended around 10.15pm. Bro fetched us back. =D

Sya on the phone with Jas in LRT.

Wokay! Don't ask me about my retarded face. We're not photogenic (well, at least I'm not)

In the car

We've decided to just take photos without our faces on it. HAHA! coz we're NOT photogenic. =D

Bang-ing off,
Tengggg

Random

2009-06-18T20:07:00.003+08:00

Name - Sarah Wong Li Teng
Male/Female - wait.. let me check my boobies. oh ya! im female! ==
Were you named after anyone? -i dun think so
Does your name mean anything? - er..? ask my mommy
Nick Name(s) - Wong lai. Teng teng. oom pa pa. horny. =D
What do you think you look like name wise? - ?? erm.. Li teng? haha
Date Of Birth - April 5th 1993
Place of Birth and Current Location - Kuala Lumpur/Shah Alam
Nationality - Malaysian
Astrology Sign - Aries
Chinese Astrology Sign -The COCK.. =D
Religion - Buddhist. SGM!
What’s your favorite smell - err.. his smell. =D
Political Position - hate politics
What do you prefer to drink in the morning? - milo!
Hair + Eye colour? - Black.. but not totally pure black. dark brown
Do you look like anyone famous? - Nope
What do you look like? - stunning bitch? =D
Any unusual talents? - i can roll my tongue into a flower? hahaha
Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? - Right
Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? - Straight..
What do you do for a living? - still studying..
What do you do for fun? - online.. hang out with frens. gossiping!
What are your favorite art materials to work with? -PAINT! even though i dun like arts. suck at it
What kind of materials would you like to work with? - WAD?
Have you met your grandparents? - only mom's side.. dad's side passed awy b4 i was even born
Boyfriend /Girlfriend? - =( NO!
Crush? - err
What celebrity would you date if you could? - i always live in reality.. =D
Current worries? - him, sgm activities, time management
Favorite online Guy/Girl: lamey(always cheers me up), rai(annoying fella.. haha.. but enjoy his company), natalie(talk abt him him n him.. =D)
Favorite place to be? - home
Least favorite place to be? - school. now coz of him
Do you burn or tan? - Tan
Ever break a bone? - No
What is your favorite cereal? - coco crunch!
Person you cry with - lamey.. him
Any sisters - 2.. =)
Any brothers - 1
Any pets - ya.. GUINNESS WONG CHUN HEI! =D
An illness - errrrrrr..
A Pager - Nope
A Personal phone line - Nope
A cell phone - duh
A visible birthmark - nop
A Pool or hot tub - None
A Car - NOP
Personality - lazy la
Driving - underage
Your clothing style - depends on my mood
Room - Purple
What’s missing - im satisfied
School - FUN! when i dun have to see him n fight
Bed - *zzzz*
Relationship with your parents? - normal
Believe in yourself - kinda
Do you believe in love at first sight? - Nop
Consider yourself a good listener - depends..
Have a future dream that you would like to share? - Forensic scientist! but dada dun let. =(
Get Along with your parents - nowadays, not really.
Save your e-mail conversations - no.. wad for
Pray - ya
Believe in reincarnation - no
Brush your teeth twice a day? - ya
Like to talk on the phone? - depends on who
Like to eat? - DUH! but gota start controling now..
Like to exercise? - Depends on wat type..
Like to watch sports? - Nah.. like to play sports thou
Sing in the car? - yup
What is a dream that you have all the time? -its always different
Dream in color? - err.. i guess
Do you have nightmares? - rarely now
Sleep with a stuffed animal - yup
Next to you - the window and bed
On your favorite coffee cup - its blank
On your mouse pad - HAPPY FEET! =D
Your favorite flavor of gum? - errr
Favorite deodorant? - No fav..
Your dream honeymoon spot - anywhere as long with da person dat i love. =D
Your dream husband/wife - EHEM..
Hiding in your closet? - nop
Under your bed - filled with dust.. and guiness hair
The name of one of your best friends? - Mun yeeeeeee
Your bad time of the day - mornings..
Your worst fear(s) - losing da one i love
What’s the weather like - u mean now?M'sia.. dat one word says it all
Your favorite time of year? - holidays
Your favorite holiday? - cny! ang pau.. $$
A material weakness? - ..
The weirdest food or drink that you like: - Dunno..
At the top of your “to-do list”? - watch tv
The hardest thing about growing up - falling for the wrong people...
A pet peeve? - ?
Your scariest moment - no idea..
Your attitude about love? - awww
The most outrageous, desperate thing you’ve done to attract the attention of the opposite sex? - erm.. no idea
The worst feeling in the world - hurting someone
The best feeling in the world - Happiness
Who sent this to you? - took dis frm manda's blog
Tag more people? -whoever la

Just so you know

2009-06-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

Just so you know-Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

This is the song that you dedicated to me. When i read it, tears welled up in my eyes. Coz it means a lot to me. I know that It's not easy for you. But I had to do this. These are some of the things that i want you to know

Just so you know, I did this for us. All I ever wanted was for both of us to be happy. I had never thought we would end up like this.

But now that this had happened, let's accept and face it bravely. I know its not easy for you. It's not easy for me too.

Just so you know, there's a reason for my every action. I'm sorry that it hurts so badly. But just so you know, this is the only way.

Every time I see you, It brings back a lot of memories and pain. I already given up all hope. There's nothing else that we can do.

Every time I see you with other girls, my heart will ache, and i don't know why. It's not because I don't trust you. But those are the girls who had feelings for you and might still do. They are great, that's why I'm afraid you'll fall for them. I know its selfish of me. But I just can't stand losing your love. Even though I had lost mine for you.

Just so you know, the reason that I don't agree staying as friends is because i know if we continue being friends, we can never let go.

Just so you know, I just want you to be happy.

Happy Birthday!

2009-06-15T21:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Andrew Yee Chin Wei!

Don't foget to be happy everyday alright? I wish you all the best in everything especially SPM. Must gambateh.. k? Promise? =D

I beg you

2009-06-12T13:53:00.001+08:00

Ain't it clear that i do not wana talk to you?
Ain't it obvious that I'm avoiding you?

So please.. make this easier for us. Move on

5.5 high school division day =D

2009-06-10T13:25:00.017+08:00

HSD DAY! =D

Our this year Emcee.. Hilarious wei

working our asses off

the translators

Name tags..

Welcoming grp

Section 3 acting. Jacky the nerd(Hui Yang), McDull the poor(Tzee Wei), Britney the rich(Mong Chze) =D

WOW.. At last! It's over! But i really really miss it la.. Had a very hectic week. Fri afternoon went to Jen sisters' house to do all the name tags. Right after that went to kaikan for practice. Then right after its over, started working our asses off.. Translating stuff, name tags, deco.. We rushed all of it. The others slept by 3am after they finished the name tags. I did my translating right up to 4am. No point sleeping as we gota wake up at 5.30am. So started chatting with my jimuis.. lamey, tzee wei and hui hui. Something happened that night, and it woke me up. =) literally la..

So the next day was fun fun fun!! Hahaha.. I'm group coordinator for group 3. And right from the morning i think i scared them. But they were fun too.. =).. Quite sporting la my group members as most of them knew each other. Lazy wana write what happened in 5.5 la.. If they got update our block 2's blog then you go see la. =).. so it ended around 5. And my kotekitai practices starting d. But i had no choice coz committee gota clean up. I washed the toilet.. Haha.. right after that i went for my practice. and we had to combine with our twirlers that night. Jiaxin, our conductor and chief was absent. So she put me like in charge la. So omg.. I had to conduct. Somemore if i do mistakes, twirlers cant dance too. Scary like shit. But i managed.. =)

Right after that when i got home which was around 11pm. I bathed n collapsed on the bed. The next morning we woke up at 6.45am coz need to go cameron. What a week..

Concert's coming! i gtg d! BYE!

Bang-ing off,
tenggg

Growth comes after challenge, happiness comes after growth

2009-06-04T11:57:00.004+08:00

YUP.. I'M STILL BUSY!

Haha.. sorry la peeps. especially rai.. everytime u sms me i also having meetings, practices or doing my things. Well, you guys might think that " WOW.. Li Teng no life la.. so active in her organisation"

Well, i don't think so. I feel that I'm using my time really effectively.. Instead of wasting my time doing nothing. All of this are mission to me. Not responsibilities. As time goes by, my mission is getting bigger and heavier. Thus, tougher. =)

Yesterday was having meeting with other concert main comm opposite pyramid punya Old Town White Coffee. REally wana thank my parents for always being my driver and wait for me. =D.. When my mom came in to pick me up after meeting, she said to me "Wow.. others all working. You're the youngest one ar" Again.. the age problem. Then she say "got generation gap or not?" Honestly, i don't feel that left out. Coz those seniors are always guiding me. And throwing jobs to me. hahaha.. Kinda happy. Coz all of those make me learn and grow up.

I'm sorry my darlings, babes, friends, family, and my GUINNESS BOO! Not being able to spend time with you guys. High school division day is this saturday. Exhcnage n concert next weekend. I feel very nervous. Now is critical time. I don't even have the time to touch my homework and moral project. But anyhow, i will FIGHT TO!

OKAY! i gtg continue doing things. Later 2pm going out to prepare all the things for this saturday. COming back home after 11pm. =) Tomoro got cahaya cup somemore. OH YA! WE WON BOTH MATCHES! =D agaisnt Sri KDU and USJ 4.. Going quarter finals.. =)

I wont be free or home for the next 5 days. I'll be home maybe fora few hrs den im gone. haha..

So, u'll hardly see me online d.. BYE! WISH ME LUCK! =D

Bang-ing off

Tengggg

FInally

2009-05-24T18:10:00.006+08:00

Finally, i have the time to update my blog. Wondering where i've been? well as you know, exams and my band things. Now exams finished already. So i'm free to fully concentrate on gakkai activities. =)

Kotekiai June exchange meet/concert is coming edi.. I'm selangor's assistant concert person in charge. Well, first when my chief ask me take up the job, i was like.. okayyy.. Didn't think much of it. Just took it as a challenge. I always take age s a problem. As im young and inexperience. But now, after encouragement from various good leaders and friends, age doesn't matter. Somemore i have my seniors guiding me all the way. So, i shouldn't be afraid. =)

Besides the exchange and concert, High School Division day i coming up. Intense meetings, preps and rehearsels. Its on june 6. Im in charge of section 2. Title is change of our attitude towards others. Well, honestly my section is kinda not prepared yet and kept changing after each meetings and prep. But now we can finally confirm what we're roughly doing on the day and gona go down to klang centre to prepare the sketch. This year we combined with other blocks to work together. I feel its better as our bonds get close and we work together as high school division pics instead of by block. Kind happy la.. =)

Coming back to the exchange. Its to kick start for our 2010 big cultural show in Bukit Jalil. Since we're gona work together with our kotekitai sisters from kl and also twirlers group, so this exchange is to build up friendships and inderstanding between kl and sel kotekitai and also between twirlers and music band ourselves. There's not much pratice left an this sunday is our rehearsel already. My members attendance is still not that good. Encouraging them. Yesterday during the study session with our own sections, i really prepared well beforehand so that i can encourage them and make them realise our mission asIkeda Kayo-kai. Kinda "tegur" them on how they prepare he songs. I shared by using the nhr book. got on part talking about a girl's experience when she joined kotekitai and she couldnt master a piece. And the conductor said to her" You might think it's ok if you can't master this piece. But it is not. The succes of the performance depends on each and ever performers." i shared this with them as so they can realise that they should not depend on the ones beside them. But master the piece as well.

Coming up, there are gona be big challenges. When we had to write targets to achieve by 12th june, the day before our exchange, I wrote a few. One of them was... hmm.. secret. =).. haha.. Anyhow, no matter what challenges that i might face, i will not give up that easily as i did beofre. And will pray for the courage and wisdom to face all these challenges.. I'm also praying for each and every member's happiness. and the success of this exchange meet, concert and of course high school division day. =)

KOTEKITAI! FIGHTO!=D

Signing off,

tengggg =D

MSSD

2009-04-29T22:34:00.011+08:00

BABY TRACY!

[JO!=D]

[Latte and Oom Pa Pa]

[=D]

[oom pa pa oom ma ma! coach steven's new nickname for me.. =D]

[Star!]

Hey peeps! Sorry for not updating for such a looonggg time. Been really busy with my gakkai activities. High school division and also our concert preperation. the big 2010 event is coming up and i'm also one of the main committee for musical groups. STRESSED.. im the youngest and the most inexperience there again. And i'm also the concert person n charge. And i almost had to become HSD day's assistant main person in charge. But, in the end i rejected since i had too much post. So i've been busy with meeting meeting and meetings..

Well, MSSD just over! =D and as you know, my jersey name is OOM PA PA! I influenced my whole team and everyone got addicte to the song.. and we always say OOM PA PA now =D Monday we VS USJ12.. LOST.. HAHA.. and i kena whacked and i biten my own tongue.. Bled..2nd day whch was yesteday, we VS Taman Seri Muda.. Also lost. Can't blame us. They are good.. HAHA.. And their MVP banged me twice an made me fell twice. 2nd time my head kncoked the floor and the referee was blind enough not to see it even though my coach and team were shouting. Today VS Kembangan. We memang know gona lose. So we go there enjoy only. Kept singing Oom Pa Pa and went really HYPER.. started talkin about McD on the court some more. But it was fun laa. Other schools were like anti kembangan and cheered damn loudly for us. For the 3 games i played the whole game except for today i rest for awhile. =D kinda proud to be main 5.. MUAHAHA.. [perasan-ing] OH! and in the van today, we[actually me only.. haha] bullied Joanne. She was sleeping and i put sun block on her face and arms.

OH YA! and Amelin had an admirer from Taman Sei Muda. HAHA.. damn funny wei. The guy ask his friend to ask for her number. And we went outside the school to wait for our school van. And he smsed her. So we asked Amelin to dare him to cme out as we wanted to know who it was. [we thought it was the red shirt guy.. which is kinda hot.. =D] Then 2 minutes later the whole Taman Seri Muda students came out. We were like.. "WOW".. BUT.. the guy who in the end came up alone was actually a NERDY GUY! hahaha.. i faster ran to Amlen to ak her to run away. Then when she saw she was like "OMG".. HAHAHA.. Then aftr the whole incident, Amelin didn't reply his smses anymore. HAHA..

AND! the freakish van.. Such a long story. We ended our game early enough to be able to stop by at McDs since Hisham let. BUT.. the stupid school van went back to school. So we waited and waited.. And in the end we found out there was another 2 rented vans gona fetch us and U-15[there were in another school].. Then the van broke down bla bla bla.. I ate 6 scoops of ice cream while waiting.. =D

LONG STORY CUT SHORT

Conclusion was that we wasted 3 hours waiting for transport and reached school at 6 something. Damn pissed off..

Bang-ing off,

tenggggggg

RANDOM

2009-04-12T20:57:00.009+08:00

Just a random post.. haha.. to put my baby niece's photos, my swollen fingers photo. OH! and Chai Yik bought me something for my birthday and Lamey bought a slice of Choc indulgence. THANKS! =D

[Tracy and ME!]
[BABY!]
[sis, baby, me]
[BABY!]
[From Chai Yik]
[My swollen finger]

Out to Pyramid

2009-04-12T20:11:00.013+08:00

Today was FUN! Went out with a bunch of people including Angel, Thew[DIU] , Mun yee, Kim Hang, Darling Che Ying, Yung Wei, Yan Ru, Natalie, Chee Ping, Keat Yu, Alex, Jiin Jiunn, Hock Lai. But that was just the beginning. Me, Angel, Thew and Che Ying didn't wana eat so we went and shopped for my birthday present. a pair of jeans. Then after that Che Ying went back to her boyfriend there and Me, Angel, Thew continue to shop around and ate at a place called snowy thingy.. Forgotten. HAHA.. and Thew did her usual burping thing again. ISH..

[Drinks]

[Jeans bought at Romp for Rm79.90]
[Thew and Angel at the Snowy thingy]

So, after that we went and join back the others to watch FAST and FURIOUS 4! it was way awesome! Damn nice wei.. and i had no idea why Mun think its boring.. zz.. dunno how to watch movie. Dunno what she do inside the cinema with EHEM la.. HAHA..

So after movies Me, Angel and Thew went around shops trying silly clothings.. But some were nice.. =)

[Toilet]

[Snow white and.. bumble bee? hahahaha]
[that thing is weird..]
[Simple and nice]
[classic]

After that we meet up with Mun to take some sticker photos. We were screaming and panicking coz of the stupid time limit. HAHA..

OH.. and DREW was at pyramid too with his family.. =).. wanted to meet him but didnt.

That's all la.. =D

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

Ching Ming + Birthday

2009-04-07T20:48:00.019+08:00

Hey people.. Thanks everyone for wishing me a happy birthday! It was really a HAPPY birthday.. Received 3 phone calls, one MMS, over 30 smses and some blog post.. BROKE RECORD! ahahaahaha..

I was in Ipoh for Ching Ming and my birthday.. Ipoh was kinda boring. Except that we keep on makan makan saja. Bro, sis and I went Cyber Cafe on Saturday afternoon to play left 4 dead. And my sis who never played before kept shooting me. Coz she couldn't see where was the cursur thing. ZZ.. Then we received the news of the death of Kaang Yib's grandma. Coincidently, they were in Ipoh too. Well, the grandma stayed in Ipoh la.. So at night we went to the house to give respect an send prayers. And my bro had nothing to do when the others were talking. So he strated building this peanut thing.. ans started kacau-ing my mom..
NO RESPECT FOR THE DECEASED! hahaha..

[Bro's idiotic creation]

[zzz]

The next morning we went to 3 different places for ching ming. My grandma place urn place, the place where my grandpa was buried and the last place where my great granparents and great grand uncle were buried. Luckily we went early in the morning.

[From top]

[on the way home]

[Ching Ming.. HAHAHA..]

Then at night when we got home, my family brought me to tony Roma's in Sunway to celebrate my birthday! =D i had a free dessert too.. =)

[Fried mushrooms. yummy]

[dessert]

Yesterday me, Syafi, Daus, Mandeep, Daim and ibzairin went secret recipe after their tuition. Syafi bought me a slice of choc indulgence. =) while me and Syafi share and bought a slice of new york cheesecake for Daim's birthday.. Then Mandeep paid for my shepherd's pie.. =D

That's all.. Gota go do my homework.. =D..

THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE! CIAOZ!

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg

=D

2009-04-03T20:55:00.003+08:00

I'm suppose to be at kaikan for practice now. But daddy say don't go coz tomoro morning we're going Ipoh. =)

Today was a tiring day. Did the ticker tape experiment for physics and my group[me, mun yee, sean, kah haw] had to redo coz our experiment failed. =( But at least we get to skip BM. =D

And during lunch time we had cheerleading practice. Coz my house won so they ask us to perform on the 18th and 25th for the REAL Kids Sports Day. Form 5s not joining. And suddenly Joanne said to me "you take over the whole team la Li Teng." I was like.. WHAT THE FREAK?! Coz I know its like freaking stressful to take over this kind of things. Coz we had to replace a lot of our members with other house cheerleaders. And our dance and routine was damn hard and complicated. We gota rearrange everything somemore.

Somemore I'm like freaking busy nowadays. So i was whining.. and some of the guys didn't wana cooperate and went to play basketball. And we have less than 2 weeks. We only have one Saturday to practice.

So while I was complaining to Joanne, Mun came to me and say wana bring me to canteen. When i went there, THERE WAS A CAKE FOR ME! =D

On the way to canteen i was actually gona burst into tears coz i didn't wana take the job as captain. When i saw the cake and my friends i felt so much better..

THANKS GUYS! I LOVE YA!

Mun told me actually she and Angel was planning to make a cake for me tomoro and come to my house on Sunday to surprise me. But my sudden change in my schedule ruined their plans. I'm so SORRY! and the cake was bought by Mun's mom. Coz today she came to take canlian and Mun's report card. Then she knew Mun and Angel plan cancelled. So she bought a cake for me this morning and told Mun when she came to school. THANKS AUNTY!

So, i asked Sonia to take over as i really don't wana get involved in too much things d. Then, we found out we have extra people. I took this opportunity to not join and let Syazneil replace me. =D.. But, I'll be helping out la..

During Eca we played volleyball on the court. My team were me, Mun, Matthew, Azraai, Joanne and Levia. The other team were Andrew, Nadja, Jascinta,Evelyn, Vincent. During the whole game we were talking sick and calling each other pussy and dicks. HAHAHA.. They were damn sick man.. with all the sick jokes. And stupid andrew when he spiked the ball kena me. Luckily i blocked. Damn pain..Damn him.. And the worse was he kicked the ball from far n it went striahgt to Nadja's face. OMG.. it was damn hard.. her contacs were lost in her eyes and she was crying. And andrew say "slap me if u want.." and she did.. HAHA.. padan muka.. You asked for it!

So after that we stayed back for basketball training. It was raining heavily. When the rain stopped, only we started going onto the court. And the stupid useless shed thingy that the school did was freaking useless. Coz its like nets.. and water will still go thru. And after the rain stopped, water was still coming down from the net. Whoever designed that useless shed, i beg you.. PLEASE.. THINK MORE WISELY and USE YOUR BRAIN WISELY!

Bcoz of the slippery court, I slipped and almost split.. and when i was blocking Canlian when she was dribbling she slipped and her ass went down on the floor like *BOM*..HAHAHAHA.. SORRY!

We crazy bitches took off our shoes and socks and our feet were soaked in the dirty water on court. HAHA.. That's all for today..

Oh ya.. I'll be celebrating my birthday at the grave with my ancestors and relatives on Sunday morning.. XD

Bang-ing off,
TENGGG

Weekend

2009-03-29T20:55:00.007+08:00

What a tiring weekend wei.. As usual, practice on fri and saturday. Saturday i was totally late to practice. Suppose to reach at 4.30pm. But we reached at 5.30pm.
I HAVE MY REASONS!

Last minute my chief[Ah tao], sms me to help her print scores coz she forgotten to print for Sunday's exchange in kl. Took me 30 mins coz need to download the file and my printer was out of ink. ==
Had to fetch another member from Seri Muda.. Its not on the way to Klang. So that took like 45 mins.

Got kinda pissed off coz i was rushing like mad. So i text lamey in the car, and he said he'll bring chocolate for me. Haha.. Coz he have soft gym practice that night too.

We had class earlier due to Earth Hour. They are gona switch off all lights in kaikan at 8.30pm sharp. So, Mr.Goh came for senior band class at 6.30pm. Then we practice practice til 8.20pm then everyone start panicking. Coz they were scared the lights will off before we can put our instruments down and go downstairs.

Anyway, we got down in time and all Kotekitai were gathered near the stairs there. May Ann passed us some candles to hold. Then Jia Xin started to share her experience in kotekitai. She talked til i can see her tears were coming out[even though its dark but still can see.. =)] Then the 2 sopo sisters Phui Yee and Phui Kuan also kinda talked laa..

Earth hour passed by really fast. It was kinda like a once in a life time experience also la. So after that me and my other kotekitai sisters went to the restaurant near kaikan for supper and also to discuss things for the study presentation. Guess what's the restaurant name? I bet nobody can guess it right.. IT IS

RESTAURANT KEPO

HAHAHAHAHHA.. I'm serious la.. and i eat til damn not song. Coz i ate fish and chips. And they only gave one piece of fish and it's a bit terbakar..ish.. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT STUPID BOSS CHARGE?

RM10!

FOR THAT PIECE OF SHIT!.. [oops.. mind my language]

So when i went back to the table after i paid i was complaining to the others and said it quite loudly la.. Then when we stood up, i grabbed some tissues coz i was damn tak puas hati. Then Yvonne asked me take the whole box go. ALMOST wanted to.. ahaha.. Then Caimay wanted to throw her container. So i asked her leave it there let the boss gao dim since they charge me so expensive. But she didn't laa...

So when we're back to kaikan we bathed and wanted to sleep. After that, me and Yinli went to the store to get pillows. . The conversation and incident happened like this.

Cin: [grabs a pillow and..]"EEEEE"[threw the pillow away]
Me: "what?"
Cin:"People's saliva..."
Me:"Eeeeeeeeee... HAHAHAHHAHHA"
Cin: [While laughing, she threw another pillow up.. Aimed wrongly and overshot to our kotekitai store room's roof.] "Oh NO!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA"
Me:"HAHAHAHHAHA"[collapse onto the tilam that soft gym uses and laughed til my tears were almost out]

Ya.. our conversation was mainly laughters la.. Not that funny to type it out la.. Then the others outside thought something happened. Hhahaha..

After we had settled down, we started reading the flow.. the study material for the exchange in kl the next day. AND.. i got exposed.. AND.. they took a picture of it.. ==

There were 9 of us[Me, Yin li,Yvonne,Min rui,Cai may,Sis,Khai mun,May ann] sleeping there last night while jiaxin and some other people went home to sleep coz they have own cars and also live near kaikan.

This morning we woke up at 6am and got ready to go Kl kaikan for exchange. And Yvonne told me i was talking in my dreams. GOSH.. and they had a good laugh about it the whole day today..

The exchange was relaxing and fun except during the gosho part. After lunch we had to study gosho.. GOSH.. i was gona fall asleep. And Peik hoon, whole Malaysia kotekitai chief, was sitting behind me.

There were few groups and band who joined this Sectional leaders and principle players exchange.

KL Fei Yang
Penang Fei Yang
Galaxy Orcherstra
String Chamber
Chinese Orchestra
Young Eagle Brass Band.. AND..
Selangor Kiboo Kotekitai Music band! =D

The whole thing ended at 3.45pm. Damn tired.. Coz we played for like 4 hours.. Got home at around 5.30pm.. Now its time for me to go do my homewrok d..

Bang-ing off,
~Tenggg

Another heartbreak

2009-03-26T21:25:00.001+08:00

I know its better like this. There's just too many things that we can't change or go through. We rushed in the first place. But i never regretted. We will always remain as best friends. =)

STAY STRONG!

Run For Peace 2009

2009-03-22T15:00:00.010+08:00

The towel that they gave. =)

Fuiyo.. Today Run For Peace damn syok. Woke up at 5am. Went out at 5.30am. No, actually we went out at 5.45am. Coz my mom was looking for her missing glasses. In the end, my sis found it. It was in her shirt or something. Sweat..

This year i really jogged. This year 8km somemore. Last 2 years i follow my friends all didnt jog. But this year we started off as a group with my kotekitai sisters and got seperated. We flagged off at 7.40am and i came back at 8.30am. Kinda proud of myself la.. Some ppl took shortcuts.. Zzz
kotekitai sisters.. =)
Me and Alicia [i know i look fat]

Anyway, I jogged as much and as fast as i could so that i wouldn't miss the performance. There was our SGM band. Haha.. and then modern dance, GYM and martial arts.

Actually i took gym performance video. But somehow my cacated phone i dunno wad da hell happen, its not in my phone. ISH.. But the performance was a total success! Lamey was the top. All formations also he at the top somemore in da middle. He went up 3 towers, and they shoot him up da sky. I know what you're thinking, and yes.. HE IS LIGHT.. and lighter than me. damn sad.. Luckily i got the final pose picture.. DAMN YENG! haha

Modern dance

GYM! =) [He is the highest one on the left]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAMEY!

2009-03-22T14:50:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LAMEY LEOW HUI YANG!

Sorry i did this post late. Kinda lazy to blog nowadays.
It was his birthday yesterday. Got him a shirt.. its PINK!

Suppose to blow his cake today after Run for Peace. But Tzee Wei had to blow it last night at kaikan. And i wasn't there.. =(.. SORRY!

covering his face.. zz

HAHAHA.. like small boy. [no offence la.. =D]

Sorry

2009-03-13T17:26:00.004+08:00

It should be a good thing. I should be happy. I am, just didn't expected that When you told me, i thought it weren't true. Coz few days ago you still send those kind of msges. But i know, its true. All the best to you in getting her.

Bcoz of this, i think i hurt someone. I shouldn't have told you.. Should have kept it to myself. Am i really like what mun says? I feel so guilty. I am sorry. I'm feeling sad, bcoz i feel wrong to have felt how i did when he told me. I am sorry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-03-11T17:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HANG! =)

HAHAHA.. i chosed the most sohai picture.. XD

Fine

2009-03-11T16:15:00.001+08:00

Fine.. you obviously don't wana talk to me. Didn't have to give me that kind of tone. Was just trying to be a friend. I used to mind a lot how you treat me la.. I admit i got moody and sad at how you talked to me. But i shouldn't care anymore. I will start to leave you alone since that's what you want. take care. Bye

FORGIVE ME

2009-03-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

Please.. talk to me! FORGIVE MEEEEEEEEE

100 Truths

2009-03-08T11:42:00.003+08:00

100 Truths

001. Real Name: Li Teng

002. Nickname(s): Teng, Pineapple, Wong lai, Sam jie?, so po, ke po chi, FAT AH MA.. [grandson, satisfied?.. =D]

003. Age: 16.. =D.. APRIL 5th! jot it down on your calendar. =D

004. Horoscope : Ariel

005. Male or Female: Female

006. Elementary: elementary=primary/kindy? hmm..Hiltop kindergarten sjk(c)foon yew 2, Northcote Primary, Seri Suria

007. Middle School: Northcote Intermediate, Seri Cahaya

008. High School: Cahaya la

009. College School: haven't decided

010. Hair colour: black.. but slightly brown

011. Long or Short: Long .. I want waves ! =(

012. Loud or Quiet: Stupid question.. LOUD la.. Duh

013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans

014. Phone or Camera: PHONE la.. phone got camera also wad

015. Health Freak: nah..

016. Drink or Smoke: neither.. =D.. i'm a good gal..

017. Do you have a crush on someone: erm.. sensitive question

018. Eat or Drink: DRINK! coz now i feel thirsty

019. Piercings: yupppppp.. ears

020. Tattoos: hm.. would like one.. =D

021. Social or Anti- Social : Social laaaaaaaaaaa

Firsts

022. First piercing: ya.. ears laaa

023. First relationship : erm.. you know laaa

024. First Best Friend: WOW... i dun even remember.. XD

025. First Award: WOWWWWW... kindy la...

026. First Kiss : ya.. shh

027. First Pet: PEPITO! gave it to someone else.. =(

028. First Big Vacation: hmm.. i dun remember

029. First Love at first sight : ??

030. First Big Birthday: hmm... maybe in kindy?

Currently

049. Eating: ate brunch.. =)

050. Drinking: nothing.. but would like some cold milo.. =)

051. Excitement level : Still shocked over yesterday! =D

052. I'm about to: hmm.. i dunno.. drink some water?

053. Listening to: the sound of my keyboard

054. Plan for today: SHOPPING with SIS n MY NIECE!

055. Waiting for: SMSesss...

056. Energy Level: so so..

057. Thinking of someone: =)

Future

058. Want kids?: YUP!

059. Want to get married?: Yup.. duh..

060. Careers in mind?: MUAHAHA.. forensic scientist.. =)

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like

068. Lips or Eyes : eyes..

069. Romantic or Funny?: Both.. =)

070. Shorter or Taller?: taller la.. HAHAHA.. no offense la ehem..

071. Protective or Caring?: Mixture of both

072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: BOTHHH

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: both.. i want firm ones.. so that it can become my punching bag.. =)

074. Sensitive or Loud?: BOTH LA

075. Hook-up or Relationship?: of course relationship

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: both la.. gota be daring..

Have you ever

080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nop.. =)
081. Ran away from home: I'm not stupid.. =)
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: nopp
083. Killed somebody: ==.. i wouldnt be here blogging if i did
084. Broken someone's heart: ya.. sorry..
085. Been arrested: ... no...
087. Cried when someone dead: YES .. grandpapa * sobs *

Do you believe in

089. Yourself: Sometimes
090. Miracles: YUP
091. Love at first sight: nahh
092. Heaven: nopp
093. Santa Claus: nopp
094. Tooth Fairy: i did.. haha.. i tried to. but my teeth was always still there
095. Kiss in the first date : hmm.. depends

Answer Truthfully

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? SHUT UP.. hahahaha
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? Yup..

099. Do you believe in God? nahh..
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:

LAZY WANA TAG LA.. haha.. whoever wana do then do la.. =D

B-L-U-E

2009-03-08T11:23:00.004+08:00

B-L-U-E
BLUE!

Omg.. I can't believe we WON!

First, our dance was freaking fast and hard and the synchronization was really awful. The team spirit was down. We didn't cooperate together. We almost gave up. Jo and Hana almost wanted to pull out. If that wasn't bad enough, we lost our main flier on wed and Joey was hurt on Tuesday. On Thursday Zainal came with his hand wrapped around. Jo wanted to pull out. Luckily, in the end the team sat down and discussed and we decided to just continue since we already worked so hard. At least just do what we have.

BOY! was i glad we didn't give up. For the past week i have been praying for the team's spirit and team work. I prayed hard that nobody will get hurt, but still, 2 members got hurt. Drew started to doubt about chanting, i too, almost wanted to stop praying. But i didn't give up. In the end, I had my victory yesterday! =D

Only yesterday before the sports day started that we got everything done for the first time. We ust wanted to put on a good show, never thought that we were gona win.

BUT.. omg.. before they announced the march pass, me, Jo, Lev, Anis we were holding each others hand tight. Joanne ws crying already because she was very scared about cheerleading. And when they announced that BLUE won march pass, Levia started crying.. Omg.. that was da second time i've seen her cried. She was damn happy coz blue house haven't won marching in like 3 years. And she have been waiting to get that trophy.

Then, it was cheerleading results. When they announce the third place was yellow, i was shocked. Coz i thought we would get third. Then we started hugging each other coz we were so damn nervous. I started crying with Jo. Then second place was announced. OMG... WE WON!.. Anis and me we hugged each other and went down on the floor crying. A lot of my team members were crying. We never expected to win. We worked really hard, put in our best effort just to give the crowd a good show. There were so many obstacles this year for our blue cheerleading. And we WON!..

THIS IS OUR

VICTORY!

This year i joined the most events and got 5 medals.. =D.. 3 golds, 1 silver and 1 bronze. Gold for cheerleading, basketball, 4by100m. Silver for 4by400m and bronze for 7th in jogathon.

I'M PROUD OF MYSELF! XD

bang-ing off,

tenggggg

I'm Sorry

2009-03-06T16:55:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry. I know that I hurt you a lot. I know that you still loves me. But I thought you moved on. I asked you whether it'll be ok if i did it. And you said it was ok. That it was up to me.

But why are you calling me a liar. When you shouted that you hate me, I was really hurt. I could see your anger, your hatred. And I'm sorry.

You know that it is impossible to have another go. You know that this time its really over. So why can't you move on? I just want you to forgive me. I know if i sms you and tell you all this, you'll delete before reaching the end. I hope you read this. Coz you still mean a lot to me. And I don't want us to be like this. I tried going and talking to you. And i know you're still very angry at me. I'm sorry.

There's not much that i can do. There's no point explaining to you when you're angry and upset like this. I just want you to know that i still care for you. Remember we used to say, Whatever happens, we'll still be best friend? Well, I really still wana be your best friend, be your sis. Will you give me a chance? Will you forgive me?

I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry.

OMG

2009-02-21T23:55:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG!

I'm GONA BURST!

control.. control..

OMG!

I'm FREAKING HAPPY!

Boom Boom Boom Boom

2009-02-21T11:28:00.002+08:00

I know I'm suppose to be studying now. But.. let me relax for awhile la.. =D

So, yesterday we had jogathon and basketball. I got 7th for jogathon and blue won yellow for basketball. Even though we're very happy that we won, but still kinda sad because we kinda had a fight with yellow. I hope everything will be normal and forgotten after this weekend la.. Sorry if on the court i accidentally hit you or bang any of you. Levia, the birthday girl got injured badly.. And when she was out we thought we would lose.

BUT.. WE WON! =D

I kena banged and elbowed and fell a few times la.. Luckily nothing serious.

EXAM! *PANIC*

Anyway, last night I had a really weird dream about him. We fought in the dream. Like how we always foguth when we were together la.. Kinda depressing to have that kind of dream again.

Last night somethin else happened la.. And I'm like really confused.. What should I do? or i shouldn't do anything and go with the flow? or should i stop this immediately? hmm.. Whatever la.. After exam only think la..

OKAY BABES! time for me to study study study!

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg~

What a Dayyyy

2009-02-19T19:58:00.003+08:00

PHEW... Today was a really stressful day. First 2 periods were PHYSICS.. my god.. STUPID FREAKING PHYSICS!! ARGH! I seriously don't get physics.. Study til damn emo today.. BUT.. i have to have..

POSITIVE THINKING

So, I kept telling myself

"I LOVE PHYSICS!"

What a total lie.. I was almost CRAZY!

Anyway, tomorrow we're gona have JOGATHON and BASKETBALL FINAL.. [OH GOD.. YELLOW]

NO! POSITIVE THINKING!!

hahaha.. okay la.. need to go study. Exam next week.. REcital competition the day before. =O..

WISH ME LUCK!

Bang-ing off,
Tenggg~

GAVE UP

2009-02-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

I lost hope.
I gave up.
I lost to fate.

It's time to move on.
It's time to wake up and stop dreaming about something that can never happen.

WAKE UP!

Stressed

2009-02-16T21:12:00.002+08:00

OKAYY.. I'm suppose to be studying and doing my homework now. But i just wanted to blog for awhile.

Lately, I'm really busy and stressed. With my band's events, meetings, practices, cheer leading too. And EXAM is NEXT WEEK! Some more the day before ecam i got recital competition in KL from 10am to 4pm. Saturday i have practice as usual from 4.30pm til 10pm. And by the time i reach home from Klang it'll be like 11pm plus sometimes 12am.

OH MY GOD! I hope i can cope with all this.. I must start to pray and chant! MANAGE MY TIME! which is something that is totally impossible for me. I planned to finish all my homework and catch up with all my lessons that i missed because of all those prefect stuff tonight. BUT.. ISH.. I came and blog.

GOSH! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??

OKAYYY! ENOUGH!

shit.. Now i feel like blogging about what happened on Saturday on cherr leading. NO! CONTROL! next time only write about that..

BANG-ing off,
~Tenggg~

~Valentines~ =D

2009-02-16T20:49:00.012+08:00

As you guys know, Feb 14 is Valentines Day. Sadly, this year I'm dateless. =(.. anyway, on Fri i received 5 roses. 3 from Andrew, 1 from Vincent and another one from my Darling Che Ying =D
The roses that we prefects sold was honestly cacated and not nice. Che Ying's rose was from outside. It's damn big, nice and freaking red. AND it's still ALIVE til today.. =D

On Saturday, Andrew gave me a surprise. Not gona tell the details here. It was really touching coz he wrote poems and read it to me when he kneeled down. But.. I just wana be friends with him. The teddy bear was really cute and he even drew something for me. It was the first time seeing his drawing and it was actually quite nice. What he did was really sweet.. There were also a lot of Ferrero Rocher with small little hearts beneath with words. Other details i'll keep it to us.
THANKS DREW!

On Sunday, lamey gave me valentines gift. The roses he folded was 10 with 4 different colours and each with a different meaning. Inside the box rhere was another small box. Inside it there were 3 Ferrero Rocher and a bracelet. Pink-“幸福”, Yellow-“开心”, Green-“青春美丽” and Blue-Emotions. The kite he made actually has a meaning. He said that I'm the one who is controlling the kite. Whether I wana be happy or sad, Its actually for me to decide. The string is in my hand. I'm the one who is suppose to control the kite, the kite is something like my emotions and also life conditions. It actually strucked me, that i shouldn't always be sad because of what is happening, rather i should take it as a challenge and go thru it with a smile. =D
THANKS LAMEY for waking me up.. =)

BANG-ing off,
~Tenggg~

Take me There

2009-02-09T18:30:00.002+08:00

THERE...

What place is that?
I really hope that we don't have to be like this.
But what can we do?
I really hope things will turn out differently.
But what can i do?

I'm stucked.
I'm confused.

Will you take me there?
To a place that I don't have to worry about anything.
To a place that i won't have to let go of anything.
I just wana to be happy.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I just want you to be happy.

That's all I'm asking for..

BANG-ing off,

Tenggg~

5,6,7,8! 1,2 DIP UP!

2009-02-09T15:38:00.002+08:00

Wheepie! Had cheerleading practice today! and this time, my lips are safe people! Didn't kena whacked by the elbow like last time. Argh.. nightmare. Went to school and everybody was asking about my bengkak purple lips!

Today my sis and Kaang Yib came to school to watch us. BOY, was freaking glad they came. Kaang Yib gave us ideas for the final formation. We're doing the catapult-tossing-fish-fisherman-catch thingyy.. Haha.. and Zainal is the FISH! We threw him like so freaking far ang high up. He overflew somemore. Us, the cathcers stood there starring up at the sky with our mouth wide open watching our fish fly.. We were shocked.. HAHAHA.. luckily Kaang Yib was at the front to catch him. And Zainal hurt his back when we did it the last time. KESIAN.. hope he's okay la.. We saw red house filming when we did the human fan. Please don't do that la red house.. Film on sport's day la.. Not BEFORE! Thanks for ur cooperation! =D

Hmm.. He was planning something for me. Kinda disappointed when he didn't do it. But its alright.. =)

Kinda lazy to blog d la.. Now having sore throat.. NOOOOOOO!! okay la.. gota chao..

SAYONARA!!

BANG-ing off,
Tenggg~

For you.. =D

2009-02-08T22:01:00.005+08:00

This post is specially for my dear twin, LIEW MUN YEE!

LIEW MUN YEE!
LIEW MUN YEE!
LIEW MUN YEE!
LIEW MUN YEE!
LIEW MUN YEE!
LIEW MUN YEE!

=D muahahaha.. happy now? i gota change 3 times to satisfy you.. ISH

Bang-ing off,

Tenggg~

What a camp!

2009-02-08T19:46:00.007+08:00

Hey peeps! Ya, i know.. I started blogging again! =D yeah to me! Why did I start a new blog? Hmm.. I guess its just that i need to pour out my feelings. Before I do that, I'll just slowly go thru about the leadership camp on the 6th and 7th of February 2009 in Dusun Eco Park, Pahang.

Well, before that i was in a dilemma on which camp to go to. As i have another PD camp with my fellow block 2's PICs. Sorry peeps that i FFK you! Didn't mean it. Really wanted to go for the PD camp but my dear besties Mun Yee and Syafi begged me to go to the leadership camp. =D anyway, the camp was okayy laa.. Gained some bruises here and there from the stupid obstacle course. But the flying fox was seriously fun. Me and Mun screamed like crazy bitches on the way down.. =D The obstacles was really tough. Me n Syafi were the first females to actually go thru the tyre obstacle course with and without help. =D.. and Syafi couldn't stop bragging about how girls can do guys stuff too. HAHA..

And the toilets.. we showered half nakedly. =D GUYS! DON'T START IMAGINING! hahaha.. Pictures are as below(will upload more when pauline upload the others on her blog..):-

P2-Our Emo Picture

From top left: Vive, Man man, Daus, Me, Mun, Canlian, Pauline, Syafi

Andrew by Cikgu Alias

Farhanna by Cikgu Alias

Retarded PAU!by Cikgu Alias [hope she doesn't read this]=D

Mun and Me on flying fox! by Cikgu Alias

Me and MAN MAN MAN

Kailash and me during installation. [my eyes look so small..=(]
Me and Sopo Mun

BACK TO SERIOUS STUFF

Okayy.. soo.. where to start? oh.. ya.. i had an emotional break down at the night of the camp. Long story.. I just miss him. Its hard for both of us to move on. How to make this easier for us? I really don't know. Do you still care? sometimes i don't think that you do..

I just realised something. Every camp i went to since i came to this school, i cried. And its always because of him. Fought with him billions of times. Just very fed up.. I'll stop talking about him here. Others are kinda personal.. Only my best peeps knows.. =)

Anyway, Valentines is coming.. Almost all of my friends have date. Even those single people have dates.. with the same gender. HAHA!

WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINES? I don't know who is this for.. =D

LAMEY! i promised you.. I will be happy everyday.. If I break the promise, I will go in front of Gohonzon and chant 30 mins. I promise.. You too,k? I just wana thank you for everything.. Thanks for being there for me. And im sorry that my friends misunderstand you. I never blamed you for anything. Jimui forever.. right? I'm lucky to have known you..

To Drew.. I know you're gona read this. for the past 3 yrs, i had great times with you. You taught me a lot of things. You were there for me when i had problems with friends or family. You were always loyal to me. I just wana say that i never once regretted being with you. I don't want you to live in regret and sadness and always think of what went wrong. And always think of what you could have done to change that day. Sometimes, being together doesn't mean its the best choice. You're my best friend too. I already lost you as my lover, I do not want to lose you as my friend. Many people think that we'll go back together. Don't let your hopes go up. I want us to move on. I don't want to ever see you sad anymore. What had happened already happened. Its too late to change anything. Let's move on and leave all those behind as memories.. Good memories.

Well, i guess that's all that I wana say.. for now. =) gota go do my nhr assignment due tonight. Hae Ling is so gona kill me.. =(

BANG-ing off,

Tengggg~~

don't worry be happy.. =D